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released September 17, 2012

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Track Name: I'm To Blame
This was so hard
Best intentions, but now I'm scarred
Completely torn apart

Conversations in the day
Never getting my way
Fights at night, you're always right
And I'm to blame

What was the point of this?
Am I a puppet? Or a name crossed off your list?
I'll let you know how I really feel
A piece of my soul, a chunk of my heart
So it'll feel real

This was so hard
You got away with my heart
And I'm left with a scar

Conversations in the day
"Why are you mad" you always say
Fights at night, I'm losing sight
Of my ways

What was the point of this?
Am I a puppet? Or a name crossed off your list?
I'll let you know how I really feel
A piece of my soul, a chunk of my heart
So it'll feel real

This was so hard
I should've known from the start
That I'd be torn apart

Conversation in the day
Telling you I'm on my way
Fights at night, I was right
And you're to blame
Track Name: The Morning
If time heals all wounds
Then I've been bleeding for a while
But no matter how hard it is to get up
I'll still try to laugh and smile

But when the morning comes
When the morning comes
When the morning comes
The sun will too

I try to stay a bit optimistic
Even though I fear I'll lose
But no matter the price I have to pay
At least I get to choose
Track Name: Pull Me
Slowly, I will emerge from this hole
Covered in dirt, loss of mind, loss of soul
Pull me, with your hands, grasped so tight
Then let me go, I will learn to fly

Confidence aside
I'm more than ready to conquer this ride
Even if it means
Going alone
Track Name: It'll Feel The Same
She seems better than me
She’s in every story
She looks happier than me
I guess I’m a little too boring

If I’m the only one, you’re thinking about
Take these scissors out my hand and cut her out
Of the picture, I know it still remains
And if you hesitate, cut me first
It’ll feel the same

She talks to you,
More than me
She apparently sucked
But that’s not what I see
Track Name: Your Number One
I cant always be there when you need me
I cant be the one you look to when you’re feeling a little lonely

I don’t want to be a part of this
I don’t want to be a part of this
I don’t wanna reminisce, I don’t want one last kiss
From you, I’m through

I can’t be your number one, or any number at all
I can’t be the one to answer the phone when you call
Track Name: Stand Tall
Stand tall, stand proud
Don't let em blow you down
Chin up, get loud
Don't let em make you frown

Breathe it in then let it out
Don't let your thoughts go south
Take it in then let it out
Don't let your walls fall down
Track Name: Seasons
Watch them fall
From trees so tall
Helpless
But they give it their all

When seasons come, they have to end
With different temperatures comes a different kind of wind
To the west, to the east
Keep on moving, next season please

Rain falls down
Coats the so-cal ground
Constant drought
The plants love it now

When seasons come, they have to end
With different temperatures comes a different kind of wind
To the west, to the east
Keep on moving, next season please

Flowers bloom
Overnight, with the moon
Here come the bees
Summer is oh so soon

When seasons come, they have to end
With different temperatures comes a different kind of wind
To the west, to the east
Keep on moving, next season please

Fireworks in the sky
Lemonade, apple pie
Swimming pools
Barbeques, and 4th of july

When seasons come, they have to end
With different temperatures comes a different kind of wind
To the west, to the east
Keep on moving, next season please
Track Name: Something Real
Look at myself
In a mirror
My reflection
Has nothing to say
What I have become?
My fate growing nearer
Hanging on by a thread
Every day

These battle wounds will never heal
And I’m sorry if they drive you away
All I wanted was to feel, something real
And I got it by the end, of the day

Standing alone
Surrounded by a crowd
Friends stay close
But they never come in
Silence fills the room
And it’s way too loud
Listening to myself
Always seemed like a sin

These battle wounds will never heal
And I’m sorry if they drive you away
All I wanted was to feel, something real
And I got it by the end, of the day

I’m stronger now, than I ever was
Tell myself I’m always more than enough
If self confidence is keeping be down
Then my ignorance will keep me around
Track Name: You
Grab a hold of me
And don’t you ever let go
I need to tell you all the things I’ve kept inside
You really need to know
That I’ve been waiting for this moment
A little longer than you think
And I don’t want it to pass me by
Before this ship starts to sink

You, you, are the only one I want
And you, you, know the words that can open up my heart
I’ll do anything to keep you right here
I’ll swim from shore to shore to get rid of my fear
Just let me know, if you’ll stay
Just tell me right now, you won’t run away
You won’t run away

I can’t handle the stress
Of you leaving me again
And I’ll scream it so loud you can hear
The pain you caused me way back when
And I’ve been waiting for this moment
A little longer than you think
And I don’t want it to pass me by
Before this ship starts to sink
Track Name: Do Me A Favor
Don’t care if you’re barely breathing
Don’t care if you’re gonna fall of the edge
Don’t care if your time is fleeing
Don’t care what your friend says
Cause you’re you, and I know who
You are inside
Cause you’re good, and you should
Open your eyes

Now do me a favor
If things get to much
Don’t you dare let me go
Don’t you try to push
Away, you’re not leaving my sight
Today


Don’t care if your hands are bloody
Don’t care if your hairs a mess
Don’t care if you feel like nothing
Don’t care if you don’t feel blessed
Cause you are, and I can
See it from a far
And you don’t have to run
Because of a scar
Track Name: Open Map
It's an open map
Where are you going to go?
Will you leave and come back?
Will everyone know
That you're missing them
Like they're missing you
We can't go back again
So what are we supposed to do?

We can't go back in time
To fix everything that didn't go right
So we'll just think of
Ways to send you our love

Let your dreams come true
Be the one to steal the show
No one is like you
Will everyone know
That you're missing them
Like they're missing you
We can't go back again
So what are we supposed to do?

We can't go back in time
To fix everything that didn't go right
So we'll just think of
Ways to send you our love
Track Name: Take a Left
The path that I’m on
Might not be the one I intended
But the path I’m on
Might as well be the one to end it

Take a left make a right
Don’t have to recognize, don’t put up a fight
I don’t want to win, I want to make it through
I want to make it through

The road I’m on
Might not be the best decision
But the road I’m on
Is the one thing I’m left with
Track Name: Bright Faces
Bright faces
Minds waiting to be filled
Someday they
Would have ruled the world

And I know you are gone for now
And I'll turn my head up to the clouds
Angels right above my head
Life is too short, they always said

Too young
Life was in front of them
Looking for someone
To help them understand
Track Name: Another TIme
It was two weeks now it’s a year
I wasn’t scared, now I have fear
You have changed and so I have I
Two directions, are you by my side

We’re not the same anymore
But we’ll try and see the world
Through these eyes that have only seen each other
Another time, another lover

Its been a year, now its one more
I look forward to the things in store
You have changed and so I have I
Two directions, are you by my side

We’re not the same anymore
But we’ll try and see the world
Through these eyes that have only seen each other
Another time, another lover

Two directions, where do we go
Two directions, how will we know

We’re not the same anymore
But we’ll try and see the world
Through these eyes that have only seen each other
Another time, another lover
Track Name: Downfall
In my greatest downfall
Well I'm sure as hell not going alone
I'm dragging you down too
And when you're waiting for my call
Well I've got some words for you
You're gonna wish you never knew

Times apart, times together
What does it matter? It's all a blur
I don't know where to go, it's been too long with a partner
What is like alone? How will I ever know

I'm gonna take a step by myself
Not gonna worry about anybody else
I'm gonna be me, you're gonna see

When I finally crash and burn
I'll have no problem being hurt
If it means I did it all alone
And when I sleep I toss and turn
Images fill my mind
They won't leave my sight

Times apart, times together
What does it matter? It's all a blur
I don't know where to go, it's been too long with a partner
What is like alone? How will I ever know

I'm gonna take a step by myself
Not gonna worry about anybody else
I'm gonna be me, you're gonna see

And the moment when I realize
That all the truths you've spit
Were obviously lies
I know I did something
Left your idiotic side
And went back to mine

I'm gonna take a step by myself
Not gonna worry about anybody else
I'm gonna be me, you're gonna see
Track Name: Coming Back
It's been too many days
Without my boys on the ice
Tried to skate the pain away
But it never healed the bite
That Bettman took of my heart
Yeah, Bettman took it out of my heart

But hockey's coming back
Yeah, it's coming back
Hopefully there's not another lockout soon
I can hope the cup will be lifted every June

Hours filled with homework
Things I don't wanna do
No making fun of the Maple Leafs
Not enough of Don Cherry's suits
How could they do this to me?
113 days of misery

But hockey's coming back
Yeah, it's coming back
Hopefully there's not another lockout soon
I can hope the cup will be lifted every June

Here's a shout out to my boys in green and blue
I want the cup, yes, I want it soon
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait

But hockey's coming back
Yeah, it's coming back
Hopefully there's not another lockout soon
I can hope the cup will be lifted every June
Track Name: Run Home
Do you have somewhere to go little boy?
Have you lost your way, have you lost all your toys?
So misguided, things out of place
Running so fast, he almost lost his pace

Go run on home and don't you open your mouth
Listen to your mom and dad and don't you shout
Words of advice don't come cheap
Don't ruin this second chance, you'll thank me

Do you have somewhere to go little girl?
Have you lost sight of life, have you lost sight of the world?
So misguided, things out of place
Moving so fast, she almost lost her pace
Track Name: Head Over Heels
If I knew you were this way
Well honey I would've engaged
I should have known better
Now the past has changed

You've got me head over heels
I'm burning up but you still give me chills
I can't breathe without you, babe
A day without you, is a day I hate

All the missed opportunities
Times I could have taken a chance
I love what you do to me
A simple touch, or even a dance

You've got me head over heels
I'm burning up but you still give me chills
I can't breathe without you, babe
A day without you, is a day I hate

I'm burning up
I'm burning up
Track Name: Who Am I
Walking on these cold streets
Rain beneath my feet
Soaking into my toms
Protection isn't for me
Same old songs
Written 100 times
Silly verses, stupid choruses
It's getting harder to rhyme

Who am I
What am I doing
Songs are my diary
So why am I so open
I'm my own therapist
Music and lyrics are medication
Do you get the gist

Here we go again
Verse two
I'm finding my way back to love
And you know what's coming too
We embrace
Happily ever after
Then the next week it's back to angst
I'm a little bit bipolar

Who am I
What am I doing
Songs are my diary
So why am I so open
I'm my own therapist
Music and lyrics are medication
Do you get the gist
Track Name: Kiss It Goodbye
Words spilling out of my mouth
Can't control anything I say
Conversations headed south
Why the hell are we this way

The path always seems to get us
Even if it seems the right time
Try so hard to forget us
Gonna have to kiss it goodbye

Try my hardest to move on
But you're always at the back of my mind
Something always goes wrong
I wish I could erase time

The past always seems to get us
Even if it seems the right time
Try so hard to forget us
Gonna have to kiss it goodbye
Track Name: What You're Looking For
Overdramatic
Dreams are scattered
Thrown on the ground
Like it doesn't matter
Take down her picture
You're no longer with her
I don't know
What you're looking for

If you care
Can you just pipe up
Man up a bit
Before I pack my stuff
If you care
Won't you let me know
Man up a bit
Before I leave and go

So protective
You're gonna regret it
If life was a sword
You wouldn't live without a shield
Times are tough
But enough is enough
I can't wait
For anymore signs


If you care
Can you just pipe up
Man up a bit
Before I pack my stuff
If you care
Won't you let me know
Man up a bit
Before I leave and go
Track Name: Don't Rush
You're my better half, baby
I'm striving to know if you really want me
I'm not gonna put this all on you
But if you have an answer, you better pull through

Don't rush, take it slow
Do what makes you comfortable
Do what you want to
Do what you want to do

Take as much as time as you need
If we wait, I'm sure we're gonna see
The answer in pure sight
I promise I won't put up a fight

Don't rush, take it slow
Do what makes you comfortable
Do what you want to
Do what you want to do
Track Name: Moments
Couple flowers in her hair
When she walks, everybody stares
If you asked, she would say
There was only one person, she saw today

Moments that built up to this day
It seems as if God himself, made them out of clay
Simple conversations always turned to fun
And tonight, they made a pact, two people now are one

Waits for her to take his side
Biggest smile waiting for his bride
Head to toe she's dressed in white
He's never seen a prettier sight
Track Name: Lift Me Up
Lift me up
Through my sorrows
I can barely wait
Till tomorrow
Please let me come back home
I don't want to be alone
Track Name: It's Not Over
It's not over
But I'm halfway there
26 songs done
26 left to hear
Let's hope my brain can pull it through
26 till 52

Why don't we throw
A couple more challenges at her
See if she sinks or swims
Wait for an answer
Track Name: One Week
Midterms over, halfway there
Eight more weeks of this, seems a bit unfair
But I know somethings coming soon
A little taste of heaven, before it gets to June

We get one week to do what we want
We get one week to sleep it off
We get one week to jump in the pool
We get one week to go anywhere but school

Tapping my pencil, no concentration
10 more minutes till the 10 day weekend
The professor says "have a good spring break"
And I'm out the door, I don't wanna wait
Track Name: Later
Unproductive is how I'm feeling today
Thoughts of you fill my mind and suddenly I feel okay
My best attribute is not caring too much
And just like that you're out of mind and out of touch

Too many people to care about
Too many things to worry over now
Maybe in a week I'll reconsider
I'll worry it about it later

List of assignments not due for a week
Could work right now or I could fall asleep
Not much competition there
Before I know it sleeping is my only care
Track Name: Stay The Same
You are my strength, you are my shoulder
When I fall down, I'm lifted up even higher
I can do nothing wrong
The thoughts of you are behind every song

You are my one and only
The thing that keeps me sane
Others disappeared
But you stay the same

You are my missing piece, my state of mind
When i need some help, you're willing to give me time
I can do nothing wrong
The thoughts of you are behind every song
Track Name: Stolen
Day one, new credit card
Went to go fill up my tank
Threw the receipt not too far
Should've stopped to think

Behind my back
Got what you wanted for free
Spent all my cash
You've stolen my identity

Start to notice some strange withdrawals
Things I've never bought in my life
Why I woud I need a ticket to Africa
Or prescription glasses for my perfect eyesight?
Track Name: Gonna Change
Striped shirts and jeans
What a combo
Add a good book
And I'm good to go

When you think you've got me all figured out

I'm gonna change
I'm never ever ever ever ever gonna stay the same
No way, that's just not who I am

Disneyland and school combined
What a combo
Add some kit kat bars
And I'm good to go

When you think you've got me all figured out

I'm gonna change
I'm never ever ever ever ever gonna stay the same
No way, that's just not who I am
Track Name: Underwater
Hold your breath
Heads underwater
Dont come up yet
Just a little longer

Endurance is the only way you're gonna push through
While other quit you know you've got to do
Suck it up, fight to win, don't let em steal your finish

Muscles torn
Adrenaline taking over
Time for a break
No, time to go even harder
Track Name: Worth
All the mistakes I've made
I know that nothing changes
Looking in a mirror
To truly see myself

Gotta see what defines me
Gotta know my own ending
Gotta get what I deserve
Gotta know what I'm worth

Looking for somewhere I fit in
I don't wanna second guess
Never questioned myself
This much
Track Name: Numb
Not ready to make up my mind
Not ready to speed up time
I got faded shoes, I'm wasting my youth
And I'm just not ready to move on

A marionette, my actions controlled by others
Can't fathom the future, so I let them go further
Discouraged and encouraged, it's all the same to me
Numb to the feeling, numb to everything

I know I've said it a million times
But what's ahead is something I don't wanna find
I still write songs, I don't know wrong or right
And I'm just not ready to move on
Track Name: Hold On
You might be the only one
That thinks the world is gonna come to an end
You might be the only one
To open up and try to understand

Hold on
There is something that I have to say
Come on
Don't you dare run away

You might be the only one
Who thinks the world is out to get them
You might be the only one
Who thinks they have no number one fan
Track Name: Miss Anne
I'm oblivious to those who say I'm less
Than my other half who's been a little more blessed
I don't mean to cause a disruption
But within the human race there's a bit of corruption

Frustrated to the point of disbelief
I have talent but I'm considered a thief
These men receive all of my praise
I refuse to give into the social mores

My God knows these words came from my hand
My God knows they weren't stolen
This pen fits the same way it would a man
So why am I tossed aside on a whim
Track Name: Out The Door
It's 3:20 on a Sunday
And I'm trying to write a song
So I guess I'll make this simple
And you can try to sing along

Oh, I don't know what to write anymore
Oh, all my ideas are out the door

It's 3:40 on a Sunday
And I'm still writing this song
So I guess I'll just put this together
And hope it doesn't go wrong
Track Name: Waves
The waves drown out the sound of your
Desperate pleads to love you some more
The fog always seems to roll in
When you're begging to look deep within

Oh the waves crash
While I swear that
I'll try as hard as I can
Oh the ocean swells
Only time will tell
If I'll ever, love you again

Low tide to high tide
I'm searching deep inside
To the seashells breaking through the sand
My heart is on high demand

Oh the waves crash
While I swear that
I'll try as hard as I can
Oh the ocean swells
Only time will tell
If I'll ever, love you again
Track Name: Shut Your Eyes
Shut your eyes, think of something else
And realize, moping is not gonna help
At all

I can't stress enough
Who you are is not gonna change
I don't believe you can
Fix something when it's sane

Don't pretend, you're somebody else
How can I, make you love yourself
At all
Track Name: Wanting
You may not know what's going on
But in the morning you'll hear this song
I don't wanna be obvious, I don't wanna be fake
I just wanna say the one thing I believe is at stake

I want you in the morning
I want you by my side at night
I need you, I see you
And you make me feel alright

You may think I'm faking this
Honey I couldn't if I tried
All it took was three seconds with you
And you wrote the rest of my life
Track Name: Worth It
I'm not ready to start
I'm not ready to end
I want a second chance
To say I'll give in

It'll be worth it they say
But they don't have to face the day

I'm not ready to stop
I'm not ready to give in
I want a second chance
To say this can't begin
Track Name: What If
If I knew myself better
I would trap situations inside
And if I could make you forget her
I would take that moment in stride

My confidence will derail
My preservation will fail
If given the chance to make you feel
All that happiness you loved to steal

If I loved you more
Maybe my actions wouldn't have changed
And if I stayed by your side
Maybe you would've done the same
Track Name: Burnt Face
It's too hot outside
The temperature has a hold on me
Can't think straight
I want control of my body

Sunscreen is stupid
Greasy hands, greasy face
Sun is stupid
Burnt hands, burnt face

Pools are nice
But they can't cure it all
Shade is okay
But it always too small

Sunscreen is stupid
Greasy hands, greasy face
Sun is stupid
Burnt hands, burnt face
Track Name: The Only Way
The morning is always a waste
And when I'm mourning I feel more awake
And when I see you, it's such a shame
To wake up and not see your face

The only way I'm gonna get you
Is by staying on my toes
You're an endless chase
But God only knows

The morning is always too late
And when I'm mourning I can't always taste
You on my breath
I'm no longer laced, by you